Apr 03, 2005 22:41
Well, I am just getting back from the SADD Conference in Alexandria. It was pretty fun, I must say. I enjoyed myself the entire time (minus a small stretch where I tried to dodge God's will). I don't know. Alot happened. I don't feel like typing it all. I plan on going back next year. If you want a recap, ask me at school.
So..Tonight at church...Whew...Weird/Powerful Stuff.
To start off, During the middle of the service, God put it on my heart to tell something to Erin that He had revealed to me. Well...I was trying to beat around the bush, so I said "Well..Lemme pray to be sure it's God's will." and as soon as I put my head down, I knew that I needed to. So I went out back and gave my friend Erin a call. Well, I get on the phone with her, tell her, explain it as best I can (and fail utterly, lol), that He is telling me there is something else, and, 10 minutes later, I am off the phone, walking around the church, thinking. Well..As I got to the front of my church, I sat down on a bench and asked God to reveal what the something else was. Well, As I walked into church, I stood there on the threshold of our Sanctuary, and I asked God, again, to reveal to me what He wanted me to see. Well..As I asked that, He gave me...a few words....that I will never ever forget. Well, In a few seconds, I was on the floor, nearly crying, feeling terrified, wanting to fully understand what He had just shown me. Well, I got up, did what I had to, and went outside and talked to a friend of mine named David. A VERY cool guy. He helped me to resolve a bunch of the questions. I then talked to Trent and affirmed (and established) a few things.
As I sit here, I know I have God's peace deep inside of me, I can feel it. It feels good to be on the right side of God again. I am still worrying insanely about what God showed me. I don't think I will stop until the time span He showed is gone. I am praying for all of my friends. They are so good to me.
God Bless You All.
P.S. My friends are definetly the best ones ever!
P.P.S. I am going to try and be a bit less reserved now, so watch yoself.