kiss me like you did...

Nov 03, 2004 11:06

so yeah, yesterday i went to class, it was the funniest yet. mr faison + giving a lecture on sex= broken ribs from laughing so hard. lol incomplete thoughts right case ;)... heheh.. wow.. then i went home changed for work and then went to dons house.. cleaned his room for him and then i went to work. which was fun i guess even though keith was working.

ok rant time...

i know this is all i ever talk about but i cant get over it and this is my way of venting before i explode. so, when i was cleaning his room yesterday i had to put the box of all his things that he mailed back in his room.. there was everything even his toothbrush. his plane ticket.. i mean.. i cant do this. i start crying over everything. sitting on the swing at night where he used to sing me to sleep. getting in my car knowing that he's not there pressing his hand to the window and mouthing i love you beautiful... theres a part of me missing that i cant seem to fill. i never thought it would be this hard.. this first 6 weeks is going to bet the end of me i know it.

well thats all for now cause yet again im crying my eyes out.. i just wanna here his voice..
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