May 05, 2006 22:40
i am so tired and exhausted right now, i don't even know where to begin...
I woke up this morning still feeling sick from last night. I called Melody at 7am and we headed over to marcy's for breakfast. I decided some grease might settle my stomach. Well shortly after arriving home, I threw up twice more, once on the bathroom floor, and once in the toilet. Man I am all done with puking! Thats 5 times I've puked! The apartment reeks rights now!
I then somehow managed to talk melody into walking to the concord bus station with me. I had to go to boston today for a gynocological check up with some one who works with trans patients. The trip to Boston wasn't a bad one, and walking around boston before my appointment was quite enjoyable. I cant believe what a nice day it was out side. I even managed to get to Barnes & Noble and picked up some books to read.
Unlike last time, I didn't have a problem finding the Fenway Community Health Center. Like last time I found reception to be overly bureaucratic and intimidating. This time I had a new doctor named Dr. Something Something Forth. To make a long two hour appointment (that was originally scheduled for about 20 minutes) short, I still have some internal grannulated tissue, I have vaginitis and have been prescribed flagyl, and in addition at some point probably with in the next two years I'm going to have to get surgery done on my urethra and clitoral hood cause there are issues. My urethra is shaped in away that will increase my risk of infection, and my clitoral hood is kinda fucked up and can tear... apparently.
After my kind of depressing appointment I walked back to South Station and took the bus home, where I then walk from the Concord bust station here in portland to my house. All in all, i've easily trekked over 10 miles today, and have spend over three hours walking in the sun. I am quite tired and exhausted, especially whereas I did not get a lot of sleep last night, maybe 5 hours.
SO! Good Night!