Jul 29, 2009 01:02
I've lost 13.2 pounds thus far. I am very happy and proud of myself.
I've never felt better in my entire life.
my goal is 20 before school starts again (which I can definitely do and then some, probably, but I won't beat myself up for it if something happens and I don't. sometimes you plateau and just lose in small increments, if you're losing anything at all. i'm used to that and I will not let myself be discouraged and quit over it like I did last time, because all my hard work will go down the toilet. i'm trying to make a life change here, not just go on a diet, all right? last time I plateaud around 30. I will cross that bridge if/when I come to it.)
and now it's after 1 am, i have work in 9 hours, and I am about to work out.
it's a part of my day now and I feel kind of incomplete without it.
no, I feel really incomplete without it. like i can't stop thinking about it if i don't do it.
so i'ma go do that now mk bai