Step one -- slit my throat ...
Well today was a fun day.. _>
I got in a fight with the new kid Ray..
'Cause he finds it funny to throw shit at me..
So he threw a paper airplane at me today.
So I chased him around the room and punched him in the face..
And after that my friend Jack was holding him back..
And he was all like I have never hit a girl but this is gonna be the first time..
blah blah blah..
And he was saying how he was gonna kick my ass and shit..
When he looked like he was about to cry.
So yeah..
I didnt get introuble but the assistant principal was all like I want you to be the bigger person and say sorry.
So she went and called him out in to the hall and I said,
"Ray Im sorry I hit you 'cause you threw an airplane at me."
and he was like
"yeah Im sorry I threw it at you."
Which both of us were fucking lying..
Big time..
He's such an asshole..
He thinks he so big and bad..
He's all ways talking shit about how he could kick any ones ass..
And always messing with my friends and shit..
And now I think he's learned his place and everyone now sees that he's not as tough as he makes him self seem..
The best thing is he's on my bus.. ^_^
Most of the time he throws shit around and talks..
Well today he didnt really talk to anyone and didnt throw a thing..
Hmm..
What is that all about. Lol.
He's so pissed that a girl hit him.. Lol.
I love the things I can do to people..
Yeah.. Anyways..
Everyone at lunch and for the rest of the day was all like
"oh Sarah you're the best for doing that"
or "I cant believe you did that, Your so awsome"
and shit like that..
Giving me high fives and all..
I didnt like it..
I dont like when I do something because its me and then everyone is like oh my god..
I cant stand that..
I mean I wasnt doing anything I wouldnt do out of school..
It's not like I was putting on this whole big show for people..
thats what I would do it I were by my self too..
It's not different..
I dont think it's fair that all these people in my school go and do all this stuff thats not them just to get people to notice them.. and I go and do something thats me and i get all this attention..
It's just not fair to all those fakes out there..
Lol.. yeah theres alot of them..
Trust me..
But other them that my day was fun? Boring? I dont know.
I was talkin to Arnie on the phone for like two seconds when Holly calls.
Shes like are you one the phone with Arnie..
And I said yeah..
Then she said can you hang up with him so I can call him I need to ask him something.
'Cause I guess she wasnt home or what not..
So I said yeah..
And told him I'd call him back.
And I go and hang up with him.
And then like a few mins later I go and call and his grandma picks up.
And I asked for him and she said he went out..
And yeah I havent really talked to him all day..
'Cause he went out with Brodia, Holly, and Shannon..
So I have a feeling he's not gonna be home for a while.
Yup.. I wanna talk to Nicole about hanging out with her tomorrow night..
'Cause I havent really hung out with her for a while..
And I wanna so.
We might go to the movies or the space or somethin like that..
'Cause Im not goin to Smile's 'cause I dont really feel like going this week..
And Im gonna see them all on Saterday.. So why bother..
My foots falling asleep..
Karissa was feeling me up yesterday..
Shes really strange but I love her..
I love Arnie so much.
Im so very happy with him. ^_^
He makes me feel ... Alive?
I guess you can say?
I havent seen him in a week..
I miss him alot.
he has his moms car for the next week..
Starting Friday..^_^
Yay!
Yeah..
I wanna spend as much time as possable with him..
But it's really hard..
I only see him on Fridays at Smile's..
Hmph.
Theres a spider that desided to make my room it's home..
So I spend as little time in my room as possable..
Yup..
Well I dont have much more to talk about right now..
I'll update in another few weeks. ~_~
Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop off at Edgebrook Creek and rinse your crimson hands
You took me hostage and made your demands
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one
~This Could Be Love - Alkaline Trio.~
I lov ethe lyrics to this song. ^_^
I got in a fight with the new kid Ray..
'Cause he finds it funny to throw shit at me..
So he threw a paper airplane at me today.
So I chased him around the room and punched him in the face..
And after that my friend Jack was holding him back..
And he was all like I have never hit a girl but this is gonna be the first time..
blah blah blah..
And he was saying how he was gonna kick my ass and shit..
When he looked like he was about to cry.
So yeah..
I didnt get introuble but the assistant principal was all like I want you to be the bigger person and say sorry.
So she went and called him out in to the hall and I said,
"Ray Im sorry I hit you 'cause you threw an airplane at me."
and he was like
"yeah Im sorry I threw it at you."
Which both of us were fucking lying..
Big time..
He's such an asshole..
He thinks he so big and bad..
He's all ways talking shit about how he could kick any ones ass..
And always messing with my friends and shit..
And now I think he's learned his place and everyone now sees that he's not as tough as he makes him self seem..
The best thing is he's on my bus.. ^_^
Most of the time he throws shit around and talks..
Well today he didnt really talk to anyone and didnt throw a thing..
Hmm..
What is that all about. Lol.
He's so pissed that a girl hit him.. Lol.
I love the things I can do to people..
Yeah.. Anyways..
Everyone at lunch and for the rest of the day was all like
"oh Sarah you're the best for doing that"
or "I cant believe you did that, Your so awsome"
and shit like that..
Giving me high fives and all..
I didnt like it..
I dont like when I do something because its me and then everyone is like oh my god..
I cant stand that..
I mean I wasnt doing anything I wouldnt do out of school..
It's not like I was putting on this whole big show for people..
thats what I would do it I were by my self too..
It's not different..
I dont think it's fair that all these people in my school go and do all this stuff thats not them just to get people to notice them.. and I go and do something thats me and i get all this attention..
It's just not fair to all those fakes out there..
Lol.. yeah theres alot of them..
Trust me..
But other them that my day was fun? Boring? I dont know.
I was talkin to Arnie on the phone for like two seconds when Holly calls.
Shes like are you one the phone with Arnie..
And I said yeah..
Then she said can you hang up with him so I can call him I need to ask him something.
'Cause I guess she wasnt home or what not..
So I said yeah..
And told him I'd call him back.
And I go and hang up with him.
And then like a few mins later I go and call and his grandma picks up.
And I asked for him and she said he went out..
And yeah I havent really talked to him all day..
'Cause he went out with Brodia, Holly, and Shannon..
So I have a feeling he's not gonna be home for a while.
Yup.. I wanna talk to Nicole about hanging out with her tomorrow night..
'Cause I havent really hung out with her for a while..
And I wanna so.
We might go to the movies or the space or somethin like that..
'Cause Im not goin to Smile's 'cause I dont really feel like going this week..
And Im gonna see them all on Saterday.. So why bother..
My foots falling asleep..
Karissa was feeling me up yesterday..
Shes really strange but I love her..
I love Arnie so much.
Im so very happy with him. ^_^
He makes me feel ... Alive?
I guess you can say?
I havent seen him in a week..
I miss him alot.
he has his moms car for the next week..
Starting Friday..^_^
Yay!
Yeah..
I wanna spend as much time as possable with him..
But it's really hard..
I only see him on Fridays at Smile's..
Hmph.
Theres a spider that desided to make my room it's home..
So I spend as little time in my room as possable..
Yup..
Well I dont have much more to talk about right now..
I'll update in another few weeks. ~_~
Step one -- slit my throat
Step two -- play in my blood
Step three -- cover me in dirty sheets and run laughing out of the house
Step four -- stop off at Edgebrook Creek and rinse your crimson hands
You took me hostage and made your demands
I couldn't meet them so you cut off my fingers, one by one
~This Could Be Love - Alkaline Trio.~
I lov ethe lyrics to this song. ^_^