super size me
today was my first semi-normal day/night since ive been home. i woke up around 12:30 and had some health bar, and then started watching pirates of the carrabean. sadly enough to say, i feel alseep during it, around 2:00 and didn't wake back up until 4. such a loser!
adam and i went and saw super size me tonight which was an amazing movie. it was so factual and really made me think about the nasty foods i put in my body. im so looking forward to going to college, and being able to buy my own healthy organic foods. dad and cyn dont eat very healthy, and not having very healthy food at home kinda od reflects badly on what i eat. grr, a month and 7 days.
went to cassies for a little bit after the movie and sweet tomatoes. it feels so different hanging out with her now, and i dont know why. i hate it and it really puts me in the shittiest of moods. i feel like 10 days has already made our friendship change, and i dont think she really likes the fact the im concidering moving back to cali so hardcore. i love the girl and i hate this soo much... blah!
went to michaels, watched some really nasty ass porn, came home, watched anna nicole and starte planning my fourth of july. im actually really excited. adams dad is taking him and i to the roof of the court house downtown to watch the fireworks. so excited.
the relationship that adam and i have cracks me up. im sure nobody actually believes we seperated, and thats just so funny to me. i think our break up has actually made us a lot closer. ive noticed that ive been able to be a lot more open with him and stuff, which is really awesome. im sure the break up is driving him nuts, but hes been so understanding and its just so awesome.
i really need to get my shit together. my head is going a hundred miles per hour and i dont feel like myself anymore. i feel like im forcing myself to be happy in texas, and thats just not cool at all. i miss the beaches, the waves, the sunsets, the smell of fresh california air. i miss my home, my homies, my family. soon, you guys. ill be home real soon.
i really upset one of my cousins this week by making a huge mistake and telling our aunt sissa something that i guess i wasnt supposed to say. i feel so horrible about it. i would never mean to hurt my family, and it just blows knowing that i somehow broke our trust. if only he knew just how horrble i feel about it and how much i love and miss him.....
im off to bed. xoxo
<3 britt
adam and i went and saw super size me tonight which was an amazing movie. it was so factual and really made me think about the nasty foods i put in my body. im so looking forward to going to college, and being able to buy my own healthy organic foods. dad and cyn dont eat very healthy, and not having very healthy food at home kinda od reflects badly on what i eat. grr, a month and 7 days.
went to cassies for a little bit after the movie and sweet tomatoes. it feels so different hanging out with her now, and i dont know why. i hate it and it really puts me in the shittiest of moods. i feel like 10 days has already made our friendship change, and i dont think she really likes the fact the im concidering moving back to cali so hardcore. i love the girl and i hate this soo much... blah!
went to michaels, watched some really nasty ass porn, came home, watched anna nicole and starte planning my fourth of july. im actually really excited. adams dad is taking him and i to the roof of the court house downtown to watch the fireworks. so excited.
the relationship that adam and i have cracks me up. im sure nobody actually believes we seperated, and thats just so funny to me. i think our break up has actually made us a lot closer. ive noticed that ive been able to be a lot more open with him and stuff, which is really awesome. im sure the break up is driving him nuts, but hes been so understanding and its just so awesome.
i really need to get my shit together. my head is going a hundred miles per hour and i dont feel like myself anymore. i feel like im forcing myself to be happy in texas, and thats just not cool at all. i miss the beaches, the waves, the sunsets, the smell of fresh california air. i miss my home, my homies, my family. soon, you guys. ill be home real soon.
i really upset one of my cousins this week by making a huge mistake and telling our aunt sissa something that i guess i wasnt supposed to say. i feel so horrible about it. i would never mean to hurt my family, and it just blows knowing that i somehow broke our trust. if only he knew just how horrble i feel about it and how much i love and miss him.....
im off to bed. xoxo
<3 britt