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fuck.
drank last night and got really sick.
i only had four shots!
i don't get that way over four shots!
maybe the pot... i haven't smoked in a while, so maybe that, added to not eating very much beforehand caused it.
i don't remember how i got into bed...
i remember all of my suitemates being with me, and being fucking amazing to me.
i am so grateful and i am so thankful for having them.
especially lena and kelsey and shannon.
i'm going to feel so embarrassed asking what happened between being in sam's room and being in mine.
i feel bad for being so fucked up and throwing up in front of them all.
i honestly don't even know why it happened.
i drank fast too.
ok, so i'm going to have to guess that drinking fast plus not eating very much plus smoking equals me puking my brains out.
now i have a headache and can't fall back asleep.
drank last night and got really sick.
i only had four shots!
i don't get that way over four shots!
maybe the pot... i haven't smoked in a while, so maybe that, added to not eating very much beforehand caused it.
i don't remember how i got into bed...
i remember all of my suitemates being with me, and being fucking amazing to me.
i am so grateful and i am so thankful for having them.
especially lena and kelsey and shannon.
i'm going to feel so embarrassed asking what happened between being in sam's room and being in mine.
i feel bad for being so fucked up and throwing up in front of them all.
i honestly don't even know why it happened.
i drank fast too.
ok, so i'm going to have to guess that drinking fast plus not eating very much plus smoking equals me puking my brains out.
now i have a headache and can't fall back asleep.