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[eternal_pagan]

it's pretty official.
he's not going to ask me out again.
i don't know why.
what did i do?
we're talking
i gave him tons of perfect openings to ask me out/over again
but no.
and i'm sure he knew exactly what he was doing.
it seemed to go so well
what went wrong?
i'll probably never know
i thought it might go somewhere
i dared to hope and
as usual
my hopes were well crushed
i've never cared this much before
i wished i hoped i prayed but he
just
doesn't
want
me