[tvd - stefan] it seems like i can finally rest my head on something real (1/1)

[a_white_rain]

it seems like i can finally rest my head on something real
By: White Rain
Disclaimer: I do not own The Vampire Diaries.
Genre: Stefan/Submission otp
Character/Pairing: Stefan (Katherine, Lexi, Damon, Caroline, Elena); Katherine/Stefan, Stefan/Elena
Word Count: 2,376
Rating: NC-17
Warnings/Contains:

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[a_white_rain]

Fall... With you, I fall so fast/I can hardly catch my breath, I hope it lasts
I'M TELLING YOU THIS SONG IS SO PERFECTLY HIM. COULD WRITE A FIC ABOUT EACH LINE OF LYRIC.

I will accept both curses and praise.
It's mostly praise tbh. I miss writing. I need to write a fic about Elena writing again. I JUST FEEL SO MUCH FOR HER. WHEN MY MOM DIED I STOPPED WRITING TOO. WRITE AGAIN BB.

Oh, my poor boy. He looks at her and he sees an angel.
That's my favorite Stefan/Katherine moment, bare none. Katherine is thrown off guard. Even as a human, she played outside the norms, getting pregnant before marriage. But here is this child, this child who plays by the rules so perfectly, looking at her and seeing goodness. And Stefan. It's just. He doesn't even know how to put into words what he feels. He's seventeen and in love and his skin is burning with the desire to touch her. aldfkawjoefsa.

Wonderful how the most honest thing he tells her isn't forced out of him.
HE LOVED HER SO MUCH. I just can't. He probably slept with her before she showed him she was a vampire. And for someone who follows the rules so perfectly that's such a big deal. Katherine soldified Stefan's belief that you push aisde everything for love.

I really like how you write this, write them. It's such a peculiar dynamic, but the way it comes down to Stefan's complete and total faith in her. It's so strong and unbreakable, like a religion almost.
Stefan/Lexi is so hard for me to write. It's probably why that section was the shortest. Their relationship is terrifying tbh.

Not enough therapy in the world. It doesn't bother him. He loves it.
DAMON CAN DO WHATEVER THE HELL HE WANTS TO STEFAN. The only thing he has to do is make it clear he's doing it out of love. Stefan will let you do anything if you convince him you're doing it out of love. Which suits Damon just fine - nothing is more annoying than wasting time with pleasantries like personal boundaries.

Obsessed with how you have Stefan apologizing throughout the fic, but how he's still learning. And this part, how he clarifies to make sure he's apologizing for what she's actually upset about.
I'm obsessed myself on what Caroline and Stefan could possibly do for each other to help each other heal. They are similar in damage and have a lot to give each other in the ways they've learned to cope.

BUT OF COURSE WHEN I SHIP THEM I WANT THEM TO ENABLE EACH OTHER TO BURY THEIR FEELINGS AND BECOME MORE DAMAGED.

I pay so much attention to Paul's body language when he's acting (it's impressive, how differently he moves around Caroline, around Katherine, around Elena, around Damon, around Klaus, around Lexi). Because he's always doing that. He talks with his body as much as he does with his mouth. And he's most physical with Elena. He touches her with care. Or he doesn't touch her at all. Or he grabs her and doesn't know how to let go. Stefan never trusts what he feels, so he uses all his senses to try and get information. (Which is why I'm hoping Stefan and Elena get some rough vampire sex, it'll be fun to watch Stefan not to have to be so careful with her.)

And he does that so much with Elena. So like half my Stefan/Elena scenes are basically NOW WHERE DO I PUT THEIR HANDS.

"But you're not going to," Stefan said, "that's what matters."

STEFAAAAAAAN
ELENA TOLD HIM TO FIGHT. ELENA TOLD HIM HE HAD HER. ELENA TOLD HIM THAT HE SHOULD LIVE HIS LIFE.

SO NOW STEFAN IS GOING TO DO THE SAME THING. IF STEFAN'S A BETTER PERSON BECAUSE OF HIS ACTIONS, SO I ELENA, EVEN IF ELENA DOESN'T THINK HER FEELINGS ARE RIGHT.