wonder if

Jan 11, 2005 18:55

I have a good life and all.
I have what I wanted but I think it isn't good.
People say I live the good life but I don't
I can't take this living the life of happiness.
It has been awhile since I cut myself.
Lately I been thinking of it.
Like I wanna do it but I don't want to start it again.
I know people care about me and all and my girlfriend.
But it doesn't seem like it.
I know they are there for me but
I can't open to them.
At night I cry myself to sleep and wonder about things that
been on my mind
I think about suicide it isn't a good choice
I wonder if I should do it

All theses thought are breaking me apart....
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