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does anyone actually read this?
i'm seriously thinking about just deleting this entire thing because all its done is cause trouble. i liked it better when no one knew or cared what i thought about because everyone thought i was normal.
well, now that they've seen a tiny peek into my thoughts, suddenly im a depressing freak. well...i guess thats just the way i am. i'm sorry that i can't be what everyone else wants me to be.
as of right now, i feel dead to the world. in school i feel as if i'm walking alone in a desolute wasteland of sameness and idiocy. everything is boring, tired and the same. and the best part about it is...no one knows that i'm any different from them! well...they DIDNT...
so u know what? you people have driven me to insanity!
consiter this a middle finger to society!
i effing DARE you! make fun of me! critisize my political beliefs! try to effing CONVERT ME TO CHRISTIANITY FOR ALL I CARE! it doesn't mean crap to me anymore. i'll sit there and i'll take it and when your quite done i'll smile, nod, and thank you for your time, when inside i may have dissagreed with everything u said...because it doesn't matter anymore. when did it ever matter? when was i so delutional to actually think that my say in matters counted for anything?
i'm just a 15 y/o nobody who's headed for a meaningless life of paper-pushing and order taking.
or...maybe not! maybe i'll be fucking president! no...i'd never get elected i'm not very social and i'm too libral...but i can be anything i want right? no....
i'm just going to keep my thoughts locked up inside so as far as anyone knows i'm just a normal kid.
and if you ever catch me staring off into space with a remorseful or thoughtful face on...its not because i was thinking about resolutions to the palistinian-israli conflict, or angles to for kerry to attack bush, or just what the fuck alan keyes' problem is, or chelsea edwards...i'm thinking about which football teams are playing this weekend...or maybe i'm thinking about the girl infront of me even though i have a wonderful girlfriend who i don't deserve...or whatever a typical kid my age is supposed to think about...
so say goodbye to the aaron that nobody liked...
but then again...who will even know? nobody reads this shit anyway...watch:
I'm GAY!
I LOVE BUSH!
THE ADKINS DIET IS A GOOD IDEA!
see? nobody reads this...
you know i'm right...
~The Public Personality Formally Known as Aaron