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Just sitting here pretty damn tired. Did a 9-day shift for 60 hours at the Captain...I'm kinda stressed. I've had no time to do anything. I had to stay extra the other night & didn't call Kayla like I was supposed to. I'm really sorry about that. At least they are talking about giving me another pay raise. Yayness for that, I'm happy with the money that I make. But through all the other things I wish I could be doing I'm thrown into a depression.
I feel like I've failed at life. My birthday is this month, the big ol' number 19. I work at a seafood restaurant, and can't afford to go to college until my car is payed off and I can save up money for tuition. Well, I still owe a year on my car. And anytime I see an old school friend, I get the question So, you going to school? Of course, I always have to reply with my usual No... Makes me feel like a poor, idiot each time. Kayla has been the only person I've talked to at all outside of work...and that has been almost never. So, my social life sucks like you wouldn't believe. I'm living the life I said I would never do. The loser working fast food, making basic pay, and coming home to sit alone.
So, there's my update on how I've been the past couple weeks. So, I'll just end with something different. Give me your 'HONEST' opinion of how you see me. If it's bad, rip it on me, I don't care. I just want to see how others perceive me. And let me know if you would like me to reply on what I think of you. Complete honesty. Could be harsh, since I'm in a crappy mood.
I feel like I've failed at life. My birthday is this month, the big ol' number 19. I work at a seafood restaurant, and can't afford to go to college until my car is payed off and I can save up money for tuition. Well, I still owe a year on my car. And anytime I see an old school friend, I get the question So, you going to school? Of course, I always have to reply with my usual No... Makes me feel like a poor, idiot each time. Kayla has been the only person I've talked to at all outside of work...and that has been almost never. So, my social life sucks like you wouldn't believe. I'm living the life I said I would never do. The loser working fast food, making basic pay, and coming home to sit alone.
So, there's my update on how I've been the past couple weeks. So, I'll just end with something different. Give me your 'HONEST' opinion of how you see me. If it's bad, rip it on me, I don't care. I just want to see how others perceive me. And let me know if you would like me to reply on what I think of you. Complete honesty. Could be harsh, since I'm in a crappy mood.