The Most Tangible Thing That I Want Untangible For Now
My emotions are blowing me away right now. I want to say something but I don't, because of the consenquences. I hate myself for it, and I really wish I had a person to talk to about it. There is something I want so bad, but how far do I wanna go to get it. I guess the bigger thing is, what kind of crap do I have to put up to get it. I wish I had more close friends I could really put my trust into & I can talk to about things. And, if you think you know what I'm talking about now...chances are you don't, because I haven't told anyone. Some of the things that it does, just piss me off & make me want to say fuck it. I'm picking at my own brain & I'm about to have a meltdown. So just leave me a comment, doesn't have to be about my puzzling update. I may try to tell someone about it, because it really needs to get off my chest.