Mar 01, 2005 22:32
Why this,
Why not that.
Why am I pissed,
Why is my life going flat?
What did I miss?
Was it he fact,
that I'm hear for a purpose.
Even though all my life,
I've been on everyone's shit list.
Dispite the fact,
them, I have nothing to do with.
Do I deserve all of it?
Have I caused that much harm,
to be delt with.
To be the one that's accused,
to recieve the abuse.
Where did I slip?
Where did I fall to?
Why am I being used,
for others to release their pain.
When will I stop being confused,
when there's nothing left to gain?
I hope the person that started the rumors about me is reading. Personally, I wish you the worst of luck in your lifetime & you burn in hell...because you probably ruined my life. I have a wonderful girl, but because of you people that spreads rumors she can barely believe a word that I say. I love her with all my heart, but some how it was not enough to cut evil out of the picture. The rumors broke her, hurt her, and made her cry. That just pisses me off that you could so easily disrupt someone & their life. And if you are reading this could you please comment & tell me what good it did for you? Kayla, all I can say is I love you & I am sorry that you was hurt. But, I will let you decide & I will follow whatever you say. Through all of the horrible shit you heard, I would even have trouble believing me. Rumor fuckers go to hell!
-EDIT-
If you are 18+ & want a job at Lowe's they are wanting to hire about 9 people by this weekend for just about any job in the store...cashiers, loaders, etc. You can apply on the Lowe's website...that's how I did it...they had called me just hours after I had applied to come in. lol