I'm actually not dead.
Hello, all my old friends and those who actually still keep up with my log. It has been a while, it seems. It's been over a year. It feels like so much longer still. Just thought I'd take this opportunity to chime in here and see if anybody remembers me. :P
2006 was a very...hectic year for me. A lot of things have happened, some good, some bad. A multitude of new problems surfaced, as well as the same old darkness that I so struggled with. And yet, through all of it, I've learned a lot and I wouldn't trade those experiences for anything. My life has taken...a decidedly different turn. Even now, I'm not really sure what to make of it all. I can't believe I've come all this way in only a year. And despite all the hardships, I've made it here.
It's not quite where I'd like to be. I like to think I'm self-sufficient, but when I really look at myself, I still have that streak of dependancy that I've never been able to shake. That is the only thing about all of the friends I made that could ever have a negative impact. After the accident, I made so many good friends that I could always depend on. Having such close friends is what I'd always wanted, but it also made me more dependant. That's the one thing I could never make any progress on.
But that's not important.
I want anyone who ever cared about me to know that I still think of you guys constantly. I miss every one of you, and I feel especially sad to have fallen out of touch with everyone. To tell the truth, I'm not sure how often I'll be updating my logs, if at all. There is much ahead of me in 2007, and though it may be uncertain, it's most definitely going to be hard.
So, if there's any of you who still read this and want to get in touch with me, you can use my e-mail address (and I swear I'm going to keep it active this time), ethereal_reverie@hotmail.com.
Here's to a healthy, prosperous and fulfilling 2007 for everyone. :)
2006 was a very...hectic year for me. A lot of things have happened, some good, some bad. A multitude of new problems surfaced, as well as the same old darkness that I so struggled with. And yet, through all of it, I've learned a lot and I wouldn't trade those experiences for anything. My life has taken...a decidedly different turn. Even now, I'm not really sure what to make of it all. I can't believe I've come all this way in only a year. And despite all the hardships, I've made it here.
It's not quite where I'd like to be. I like to think I'm self-sufficient, but when I really look at myself, I still have that streak of dependancy that I've never been able to shake. That is the only thing about all of the friends I made that could ever have a negative impact. After the accident, I made so many good friends that I could always depend on. Having such close friends is what I'd always wanted, but it also made me more dependant. That's the one thing I could never make any progress on.
But that's not important.
I want anyone who ever cared about me to know that I still think of you guys constantly. I miss every one of you, and I feel especially sad to have fallen out of touch with everyone. To tell the truth, I'm not sure how often I'll be updating my logs, if at all. There is much ahead of me in 2007, and though it may be uncertain, it's most definitely going to be hard.
So, if there's any of you who still read this and want to get in touch with me, you can use my e-mail address (and I swear I'm going to keep it active this time), ethereal_reverie@hotmail.com.
Here's to a healthy, prosperous and fulfilling 2007 for everyone. :)