Well....crap
I'm starting to feel like my going ship-board just isn't meant to be. I really truly believe that the people in the office are doing their jobs to the best of their abilities, and they will do what they can to make it happen, but three months is a long time to wait. An even longer time when every time I call i'm told "i'll call you back". Well, it seems that fate has decided that I am not meant to be on the shipship. I'm so frustrated with the whole process right now, that I don't even have words for it....which is unusual for me.
I'm also upset that Jen (and this is nothing against Jen, or the people in the office, its just how i feel at the moment) put in her application a week ago, and already got an email response with avaliable dates.
I'm feeling all hopeless and frustrated at the moment, to the point that I just kinda want to curl up in a ball and cry about it. Which, is also highly unusual for me.
I've started looking into other ships that will take untrained volunteers. There aren't many, and none of them are the Lady Washington. I don't want to be on *A* ship, I want to be on *that* ship. But, I understand the constraints of avaliability and space, so I am looking for another ship. And I'm hating every minute of it.
I'm also upset that Jen (and this is nothing against Jen, or the people in the office, its just how i feel at the moment) put in her application a week ago, and already got an email response with avaliable dates.
I'm feeling all hopeless and frustrated at the moment, to the point that I just kinda want to curl up in a ball and cry about it. Which, is also highly unusual for me.
I've started looking into other ships that will take untrained volunteers. There aren't many, and none of them are the Lady Washington. I don't want to be on *A* ship, I want to be on *that* ship. But, I understand the constraints of avaliability and space, so I am looking for another ship. And I'm hating every minute of it.