shoot, kill, and destroy
yes. kill ME. ME RIGHT HERE. i'm not seeing happiness or content anywhere. i'm stuck in the shadows of depression lonliness and.... boredom.
is it that hard to ask to be wanted? yeah, i'm not a supermodel, i'm not even PRETTY for that matter, but can't someone just throw me a bone and PRETEND to be interested? f-u-c-k being a loser, like i currently am. maybe i should just be slutty and use sex to lure people in. HA yeah right. i'll stick to innocent self and see what happens.
the Grudge on Friday with lots of people and the beach on Saturday and Sunday with a bunch of the bestest girlies in the world. yay. time to go bathing suit shopping!!!
cute no?
is it that hard to ask to be wanted? yeah, i'm not a supermodel, i'm not even PRETTY for that matter, but can't someone just throw me a bone and PRETEND to be interested? f-u-c-k being a loser, like i currently am. maybe i should just be slutty and use sex to lure people in. HA yeah right. i'll stick to innocent self and see what happens.
the Grudge on Friday with lots of people and the beach on Saturday and Sunday with a bunch of the bestest girlies in the world. yay. time to go bathing suit shopping!!!
cute no?