I'm still breathing...

Jan 18, 2009 19:28

 its more than a month since the journey ended...
i've been burying myself with work...doing long flights so as to avoid being back in Singapore as everything in my room reminds me of you...
i have been making progress and i really appreciate what my friends have done...trying their best to cheer me up...being there for me..

until today...i heard about you from a friend...
and it just made me fall back again...
i fell....
i broke....
tears welled up...
i shattered....into so many pieces again...
this following song just somehow describes what it was like in the end of our journey...

I leave the gas on Walk the alleys in the dark Sleep with candles burning I leave the door unlocked I'm weaving a rope and Running all the red lights Did I get your attention 'Cause I'm sending all the signs that The clock is ticking And I'll be giving my two weeks Pick your favorite shade of black You'd best prepare a speech Say something funny Say something sweet But don't say that you loved me Chorus: I'm still breathing But we've been dead for awhile This sickness has no cure We're goin down for sure Already lost our grip Best abandon ship... Maybe I was too pale Maybe I was too fat Maybe you had better Better luck in the sack No formal education I swore way too much I swear you didn't care 'Cause we were in love So as I write this letter And shed my last tear Know it's all for the better That we end this here Let's close this chapter Say one last prayer But don't say that you loved me I'm still breathing But we've been dead for awhile This sickness has no cure We're going down for sure Oh we've been diagnosed So let's give up the ghost

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