Jan 18, 2009 19:28
its more than a month since the journey ended...
i've been burying myself with work...doing long flights so as to avoid being back in Singapore as everything in my room reminds me of you...
i have been making progress and i really appreciate what my friends have done...trying their best to cheer me up...being there for me..
until today...i heard about you from a friend...
and it just made me fall back again...
i fell....
i broke....
tears welled up...
i shattered....into so many pieces again...
this following song just somehow describes what it was like in the end of our journey...
I leave the gas on
Walk the alleys in the dark
Sleep with candles burning
I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
'Cause I'm sending all the signs that
The clock is ticking
And I'll be giving my two weeks
Pick your favorite shade of black
You'd best prepare a speech
Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say that you loved me
Chorus:
I'm still breathing
But we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're goin down for sure
Already lost our grip
Best abandon ship...
Maybe I was too pale
Maybe I was too fat
Maybe you had better
Better luck in the sack
No formal education
I swore way too much
I swear you didn't care
'Cause we were in love
So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
Know it's all for the better
That we end this here
Let's close this chapter
Say one last prayer
But don't say that you loved me
I'm still breathing
But we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Oh we've been diagnosed
So let's give up the ghost