hey. im broken. how are you.

[etched_in_cold]

people are cruel.
and careless with their words.
dont assume that i get over things easily.
because i dont.
time doesnt heal my wounds. so get that sraight.
and i know my life is dull.
so there is no need to remind me.
and i know im uneasy with myself.
but its how i wish to live.
and there is no one here to love me as i would them.
so dont try and convince me that there is.

im tired of waking up
with nothing to wake up to
im tired of trying to make things better
when in the end it turns to shit.
no matter how hard i try
no matter how hard you try.
i will remain unsatisfied and unhappy in this life.

no need for sympathy. ill survive. isnt that right.