*growls quietly*
I am Grumpy. Also, Out of Sorts.
The capitals are deserving.
I don't know whether it's wonky over-reacty brain chemistry, or legitimate pinging of An Atmosphere (because of what I don't actually know), but, well. Headache? Check. Zoomy feeling? Check. Total drop-off of appetite? Check. Insomnia? Double check. Argh.
I should focus on good things. Those being that I'm at Download Festival this weekend (ignore my stress re: money, logistics of getting cat to parents/me to Donington, money, weather, money, feeling guilty leaving work more short-staffed, feeling completely stupid about feeling guilty for taking motherfucking annual leave... you get the idea.
(also, belated appraisal tomorrow. do not want. At all. Hate appraisals in general, and the prospect of this one (first with B the head nurse and her inescapable ability to steamroller in where angels fear to tread) in specific. already know that I'm shite (hence the self-esteem of a paranoid whelk), do not need any more outside confirmation of this)
Also on DreamWidth, comment where you will!
The capitals are deserving.
I don't know whether it's wonky over-reacty brain chemistry, or legitimate pinging of An Atmosphere (because of what I don't actually know), but, well. Headache? Check. Zoomy feeling? Check. Total drop-off of appetite? Check. Insomnia? Double check. Argh.
I should focus on good things. Those being that I'm at Download Festival this weekend (ignore my stress re: money, logistics of getting cat to parents/me to Donington, money, weather, money, feeling guilty leaving work more short-staffed, feeling completely stupid about feeling guilty for taking motherfucking annual leave... you get the idea.
(also, belated appraisal tomorrow. do not want. At all. Hate appraisals in general, and the prospect of this one (first with B the head nurse and her inescapable ability to steamroller in where angels fear to tread) in specific. already know that I'm shite (hence the self-esteem of a paranoid whelk), do not need any more outside confirmation of this)
Also on DreamWidth, comment where you will!