Jun 11, 2011 20:58
I don't want to go out, not really. It's been a long busy week and I slept too much today, and now there's a requisite party that I know will be good times but also seems like a lot of time and wasted energy, when all I want to do is let my mind run fictional loops and laps. I suppose I can do that while making party-conversation and smoking on the roof, but it's not the same. I realize this is an indulgent sort of whine -- "I don't want to drink; I'd rather be writing fanfiction" -- but it's still true; and I'm coming to think it's also very good thing. Being in fandom and having fic on the brain kick-starts your creativity overall, and anyone who denies that can be kicked.
whine,
writing,
fic,
wine,
fandom,
weekends,
porn