go do that thing you thought about doing.
i felt like my roots were being pulled from the ground.
my body in shock from being transplanted.
my body ached and i had intense bairly-controllable crying, shouting, singing sessions.
i'm talking a new kind of hurt for me. but there is a certain emptiness in pain.
and god is saying just let go.
don't crave answers, just accept what you recieve.
i wasn't prepared for the amount of *hurt* that happens when you clean yourself.
and that longing is still there afflicting me
but its slowly dissipating.
o love you are the hardest desire to overcome.
1. when possible, i will strive towards gentle, light-hearted friendships.
2. when i am down and out, i will spend the appropriate time with myself.
3. meditation is the most powerful cure for anything.
4. journaling will help you focus on your mind and will.
my body in shock from being transplanted.
my body ached and i had intense bairly-controllable crying, shouting, singing sessions.
i'm talking a new kind of hurt for me. but there is a certain emptiness in pain.
and god is saying just let go.
don't crave answers, just accept what you recieve.
i wasn't prepared for the amount of *hurt* that happens when you clean yourself.
and that longing is still there afflicting me
but its slowly dissipating.
o love you are the hardest desire to overcome.
1. when possible, i will strive towards gentle, light-hearted friendships.
2. when i am down and out, i will spend the appropriate time with myself.
3. meditation is the most powerful cure for anything.
4. journaling will help you focus on your mind and will.