Nov 14, 2004 19:44
People really know how to piss me off sometimes.
First of all when I left high school, it meant leaving all the damn drama. I work at Pietro's and its like high school deja vu. So much fucking drama in that place is rigoddamndiculous. There's drama with the management, drama with the kitchen staff, drama with the servers, and you better believe there's drama with the hostesses. Not only is there drama within the "groups" but there's drama between the groups as well. Waitresses with the cooks cooks with the waitresses, waitresses with the hostesses and vice versa, waitresses w/ management and vice versa...its just a big fat mess and when you are a hostess AND a server...and on top of that your neutral to ALL drama...you get dragged into the mother f'in shitload of drama. Fuck that. Almost every single hostess that works there...is my friend. We all hang out on the weekends have fun...hang out with the bussers some time and even some people from the kitchen and on some occasions, we hang out with our managers. So anyway...the hostesses relationships are relatively good except for one girl...who NOBODY likes except for the manager that makes the schedules and what not. She hella shit talks EVERYone to our manager and so we all get bitched at while she sits "high and mighty" on her fucking stool taking her god damn 2 hour breaks...making better money than all of us, getting better shifts than all of us...and oh, did i mention she's a server now while still keeping her closing shifts? Favoritism? I think so. But that's not even what pisses me off, what pisses me off is the fact that she can go and bitch to our manager about every single hostess...and then in return the manager starts calling them in one by one to "talk" with them about their attitude and work habit. Fuck that. She has it coming to her...you dont' fuck with my friends by not having any fucking balls whatsoever to tell them to their face that you have a problem with them...so you run and tell on them. UGH
Secondly, I hate Solano. Better yet, I hate college. I am completely un-motivated in every single way possible. When Mr. Lewis said that although all of us were going to college, but only 25% would actually graduate...he spoke the fuckin truth. Not that I'm not going to finish, i can just see why people don't finish. And have you ever sat down to take a piss in a Solano bathroom? I have. I thought college students had more fucking sense and dignity than to express their religious and political views through permanent marker inside the bathroom stall. I mean really...its annoying.
Third, I hate California and all the fucking liberal ass people that come with it. (Not that I hate ALL liberal people because most of my friends are Democrats who hate Bush) Bush won...so fuck you! You don't like the decision? Well, you shoulda fuckin voted and if you did vote...well then its just too fuckin bad cuz it didn't help your cause. He's our president whether you like it or not...so bitching to me about it in class, or at my work is not helping you. Deal with it. And Farenheit 9/11..that movie can kiss my fucking ass. The parents and the families that are bitching to Bush for "Killing their sons" can kiss my ass too. Its the fucking MILITARY...they are trained in case there is a war and they need to protect us. Whether you, or the soldiers believe in the cause or not...it doesn't matter. They signed up for the damn deal...so just deal with it.
Fourth, I hate when my boyfriend wants to hang out with me after I get off work, and so I wait at my work for an hour and a half for him to call me when he gets out of class and then he never does...so I call him 2 times and he doesn't answer until the third time I call...come to find out he went to the movies with his friend. What the fuck? Ya coulda called and told me so I didn't sit around and wait to hang out with you. Thanks a lot.
I feel much better now. So I can talk about the good things that I did or will do or am doing...whatever. I decided I want to live in Europe, preferably Italy...so I think I am going to take some Italian courses and then study abroad. How fuckin sweet would that be? ITALY!! ahhh! I want to live in Europe so f'ing bad it hurts. What else....ohhh I made amends with Sarah. What happened looking back WAS hella fucked up...but not something to end a friendship over so...I called her and left a message so we're cool and that makes me happy.