Jan 02, 2004 00:18
I love my friends and I love my babe. New Year's was awesome. Me and Emily both had work and we were both seating so we were both at the podium talking, giggling and just goofing off because we really weren't that busy at all, and then we got off at the same time so we went to her house and ate a little somethin while her 5 yr old brother and sister used me as a human jungle gym...so cute. went to starbuck's and am/pm and then stood in the middle of the street doing crazy movements just so i could get some reception on the celly. went to tyler's and i gambled with the parental units and had soo much fun and i won a lot because i'm soooo good at the game aka i had beginner's luck but i don't care cuz i got money. got my first kiss at midnight from the sexiest guy i know and i got to hug my jasmin and everybody else. watched tyler and his cousin collide running at full speed in the rain and they were all muddy, haha. got a nice little note from zach that made me smile...and then had a nice serious conversation with him until 330 in the morning and i looked into his eyes, and i almost cried. not out of sadness, or anger, just out of love and that was probably the weirdest most amazing thing i've ever felt in my entire life.
today i woke up at 3 in the afternoon when zach called...that's what i get for going to bed at 5 in the morning but i don't care. talked to him for awhile and then watched finding nemo. after that cleaned my room, made my bed...zach came over and we went to the mall and i bought new converse and he got a nice blue shirt from anchor blue and i got these awesome pants from hollister and then he took me to baja fresh and we ate and laughed and after that we went to starbuck's and talked alot and then after that we just chilled in my car...drove around he fixed my air control dealy thing and yeah. that's all i have to say about today
kersti...i'm so glad that we still keep in touch because i love you and you're such an amazing girl. don't be deceived by good looks or even fake personalities..you have so much to offer and you shouldn't give your heart away so soon. don't look for love, let love find you because believe me...there is someone out there for you...someone who knows where he stands, and someone who won't do you dirrrrty, alright? Love you!!