so exhausted
$1401.20
I am so looking forward to tomorrow...I really need it. Me and Zach are going to drive up to Santa Cruz and just lay and relax on the beach all day. It is my only day off for this whole week and it sucks. Everyday day that I don't close this week...I'm serving and Sunday I have to close and Monday I start school and my first class is at 7:30 in the damn morning. I don't know why I signed myself up for that shit. Oh well. At least I have two classes with Jasmin.
I'm so stressed about money right now. yes, i have a job...and a constant flow of money...but when I owe 1400 dollars and on top of that I have to pay for my school, it really stresses me out. My paycheck is probably going to be a little under 300 dollars on Friday and I have to pay $90 for insurance...and I'm supposed to be paying my mom back, but I have to buy my own freaking books and those are going to be $300. And I don't have time for a second job...so screw me.
I've made some new friends which makes me happy. After Emily went up Will's ass that friendship kind of went to the crapper, which is sad because we used to have a lot of fun together and now all she does is hang out with Will...and she never calls us when she says she will. Its sad when girls choose their boyfriends over their friends. Truly sad. But wahtever. Angela and Amanda and Cassi are hella cool and they're hella cool with Jasmin too which is awesome because Jasmin is my best friend.
I really miss Tyler. Everytime I go and hang out with Zach and his friends its like I look forward to seeing Tyler because he's the only one that I like and then he's not there, and its so strange.
Anyway, I think I"m gonna go watch a movie. OH! speaking of movies...the butterfuly effect is so f'ing trippy!
I am so looking forward to tomorrow...I really need it. Me and Zach are going to drive up to Santa Cruz and just lay and relax on the beach all day. It is my only day off for this whole week and it sucks. Everyday day that I don't close this week...I'm serving and Sunday I have to close and Monday I start school and my first class is at 7:30 in the damn morning. I don't know why I signed myself up for that shit. Oh well. At least I have two classes with Jasmin.
I'm so stressed about money right now. yes, i have a job...and a constant flow of money...but when I owe 1400 dollars and on top of that I have to pay for my school, it really stresses me out. My paycheck is probably going to be a little under 300 dollars on Friday and I have to pay $90 for insurance...and I'm supposed to be paying my mom back, but I have to buy my own freaking books and those are going to be $300. And I don't have time for a second job...so screw me.
I've made some new friends which makes me happy. After Emily went up Will's ass that friendship kind of went to the crapper, which is sad because we used to have a lot of fun together and now all she does is hang out with Will...and she never calls us when she says she will. Its sad when girls choose their boyfriends over their friends. Truly sad. But wahtever. Angela and Amanda and Cassi are hella cool and they're hella cool with Jasmin too which is awesome because Jasmin is my best friend.
I really miss Tyler. Everytime I go and hang out with Zach and his friends its like I look forward to seeing Tyler because he's the only one that I like and then he's not there, and its so strange.
Anyway, I think I"m gonna go watch a movie. OH! speaking of movies...the butterfuly effect is so f'ing trippy!