I didn't manage to escape the melancholy last night.
It's About You
This melancholy… It's not about Valentine's day, after all. It's about going out with people who are not quite your friends yet, about sitting there and wishing you could lay your head on somebody's shoulder just like that. It's about wanting to lean against somebody's warm side, about wishing you had someone who'd give you a backrub when your neck and shoulders are all tense, someone who would lean close and whisper something funny or cute into your ear. It's not about Valentine's day. It's about being lonely, about wanting someone special who'd be there for you, only for you.
~fin
I didn't want anything more than to close my eyes and drop my forehead onto your shoulder, feel you beside me. Melancholy.
Guess what, babies. Anna 2, the second girl I'm sharing the apartment with (she arrived on Tuesday evening), is originally from Kazakhstan. I'm living with two native Russian speakers. Thus much for forgetting all Russian. I think I'll forget all my French instead. I spoke a lot of English in Russia, so maybe my Russian will get some real workout here in the US.
I went bowling last night with Oliver, Anna 2, Piere, his wife Kasia and Michael. It was fun and I wasn't even the worst one, in fact I was fourth in both games. :) Anna 1 cooked a Russian meal for us tonight, it was yummy.
Oliver mentioned that next week I'm probably going to be working in his department. Which is engineering. I'm like… wtf? Engineering? Moi?! He says it's gonna be just something with databases, SAP… I know nothing about SAP. I know a lot about being sappy, but not about the SAP software. Well… we'll see.
I couldn't resist and downloaded the new Hanson leaks and I listened to them, just once so far. Been There Before sounds fun, Running Man not so much.
That's all. No wait. I left a CD I had burned in one of the cars. Oliver later asked whose CD it was…
Me: Mine.
Olli: I must have that CD. It's mega-cool. What music is that?
Me: This right now?
Olli: Yeah.
Me: That was Hanson.
XD XD XD
The CD actually only has Penny & Me and Crazy Beautiful on it, plus many other songs by many other artists, so it's not for sure that it was Hanson he loved, but it was still amusing.
I had a dream last night - in the dream, I was a pair skater. I don't remember anything more. A few nights ago I dreamt about Taylor, but all I could remember was his hands.