For Casey
You are such a wonderful person. You have no idea how special you are-- in general, and to me. You're funny... you always make me laugh. Even when I'm really upset, you always find a way to make me smile. And I know you care about me. You don't even have to say it, I just know.
You deserve so much more than this life you've made for yourself. You deserve more than nights alone cutting up your arms and throwing up half-digested food. You deserve more than worrying about if you look fat during a night out. I wish you realized that you deserved more than that. I wish you would get help, and really try and get better... there are so many things you could do and be. You're so special and so talented and so smart and so good at so many things. You have so much potential, and I know you can live up to it-- but not with all these self-destructive acts.
I hope, while I'm gone, that things will get better for you. Even if that means that they have to get worse first, meaning that you have to go IP. I honestly think that that would help you. Because you're so very sick. You're so wonderful, though, that you can get through this, and live the life that you want. If you don't believe in yourself, believe in the faith that I have in you, because I have a lot. Please try and take care of yourself. And remember that you're wonderfuller to the sky and back :) <3
You deserve so much more than this life you've made for yourself. You deserve more than nights alone cutting up your arms and throwing up half-digested food. You deserve more than worrying about if you look fat during a night out. I wish you realized that you deserved more than that. I wish you would get help, and really try and get better... there are so many things you could do and be. You're so special and so talented and so smart and so good at so many things. You have so much potential, and I know you can live up to it-- but not with all these self-destructive acts.
I hope, while I'm gone, that things will get better for you. Even if that means that they have to get worse first, meaning that you have to go IP. I honestly think that that would help you. Because you're so very sick. You're so wonderful, though, that you can get through this, and live the life that you want. If you don't believe in yourself, believe in the faith that I have in you, because I have a lot. Please try and take care of yourself. And remember that you're wonderfuller to the sky and back :) <3