Nov 02, 2005 23:43
Sooo...its been a while... here goes a very long entry......
Lets start with my birthday...WHoop, Whoop...20!!!
So...that party started Saturday and lasted til Monday...HAHAHHA
Brennen Manning came to my college for the whole weekend. He talked 4 different sermons which were amazing. I have never seen or known a man which such Pure Love. This Man is a man that Loves the Lord, but has been broken in many ways...Oh it was so Refreshing to see a man of God that Shines so Bright for the Kingdom. God worked, created, moved in my heart in so many ways. I needed God to Love me in my brokenness! Never thought of that. So Saturday afternoon after the two morning sermons, i got a blanket, music, bible, and journal and layed under a tree for a few hours. It was completely amazing, I left in such Aww of HIM and my heart was Loved by Him. Then that night a group of my friends went with me to last sermon and after that we went off to a Jazz Club in Atlanata. Heres a little background...I asked God, please may I have birthday that is surrounded with my good friends, I just want my friends to be with me and enjoy some music. Well God had other plans..Of course. Saturday night i went to the Jazz club with my enemies...not real ones, but ones that cause stress and pain when i am around them. God taught me to LOVE others that are not like me on Birthday...WhooHooo...I loved every minute of it...even though right before i hated every second of it. God is so Faithful. PRaisE HiM
So we head off to the Jazz Club. Man I lOVED it. I have this new passion that started back in the summer that i just Love Jazz. So.. we all hung out til 12. They had to head back to Berry, but i planned to go home afterwards bc Sunday it was family time.:) But anyways, i was way too hyper and filled with energy to go back home. So.... I called my Brother to see what he was doing for his birthday... hahahah he was a Salsa Club...just guess what i did next....yup you guessed right....
So, I went to a Salsa Club with my brother and his friends. First i left my ID in the car...hahahha... i still i got in. Well, my brother was so happy that i went. He introduced me to ALL his friends. I am so glad i went because i made a connection with him... i met him where he was at. Second, i was the only hispanic there that did not dance well. His friends were teaching how to dance the different dances and i am just laughing and having a good time. I stuck out like crazy.. But it was amazing to be at a Club and have such a love for people i didnt even know. God taught me so many things at the Club! God is So Faithful...we just need to listen and watch for His Spirit to Move. Well i was there for a few hours and then it was time to go to sleep. God is soo GOOD!!
Sunday, i went to church! Then that afternoon, the family and I had the birthday dinner. Finally after five years, i was able to have a birthday with my Twin AgaIN!!!! It was awesome to have dinner with the Family and we got presents!! Whoohooo!
Monday...Birthday!! Oh My Gosh.. so this day was exciting. I didnt go to work, but i got a present from the campus police! Ha i got a ticket for parking in the wrong spot... i most say that was BEST Present EVER!!! Then that night, a group of us went out to dinner. Then i went to my Discipleship group. My leader and my co-disciple threw me a surprise party... an exclusice party of just the three of us... THey made me laugh so hard, because they did a choreograph dance... which means a bunch of jumping around and glow sticks...hahahhahaha... well it was great.. we ended having 100 different pictures on a digital camera...Craziness!!
THAT WAS THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!
Ok... so the entry continues.......
Now two weeks later...lets just say God is Faithful and wont ever STOP PURSUING YOU!!! REMEMBER THAT!!
I am learning about myself all over again. Who I am, where i want to go in life... if you think you figured yourself out...you haven't I promise. So God is Blessing my life with little gifts... For example this past Saturday my dad asked me if i wanted to go for coffee or for ice cream, just me and him. And of course i said YES. So we ended up in Krispy Kreme...yummmy! Well my daddy and I stayed there for little over an hour talking. We talked about him the whole time, like whats going on in his life. He would talk and i would ask questions. Amazing, God is healing the relationship with my daddy and me. Ohhh how beautiful and Man, I Love it. I am such a Daddy's Girl. I have always been, but it is just now coming out. God heals deep wounds, or deep scars. GOD... the creator of the Earth.. listens and knows my wounds.. and He wants to Redeem them, to Heal them...For His GLORY!! Man, why do i fight why such little faith, when I am seeing God move all over place around me??? How weak and little faith I have. God is moving all over the place here at Berry. Moving in Peoples heart and redeeming His children! How Beautiful.
Ohhh... on monday morning i was driving to college. I left the house at 5:30...which it was completely dark outside, by the time i arrived at College, the sunrise was over. I drove watching the sunrise. Man i just wanted to get out of the car and Run towards my Abba. It was stunning. The sunrises and sunsets are stunning. That is how God shows His love for me in His special little way... Being Loved by God.. How Joyful.
Well thats small nutshell of whats going on...in the Crazy Life of the this Little star...hahahah get it... EstrellalOquita... :) U gotta Love it! I miss you guys back at hOme...Ohhhh before i forget... I HAVE A JOB AT BEST BUY!!! So during December come and visit me! I am going to start Working in November, but during the week it starts in December. CoMe see me! That would just make My Day! Well, I love you all!
HAVE a WonderFul Day!!!
God Bless
/Since you are Precious and Honored in My sight, and Because I Love You/--Abba Isa 43:4
"thats intense"