Nov 18, 2009 15:06
I am on a plane right now with about an hour before I land in Philadelphia and head to New Jersey for 5 fun filled weeks of Army combat skills training. This morning it hit me real hard when I woke up on how real this is. I had a tiny panic attack. It stayed that way until I arrived at Dallas Airport. I then began to feel a change in me and I put me head in a different place. I am now ready to take on these 5 weeks of training, knowing that this is going to make it very real for me. I hope I learn a lot and don't get too scared. I am missing Jonathan and the pups real bad. I am thankful that I will be able to go home for xmas and new years. I am looking forward to it. My little light at the end of the tunnel. I have way too much stuff to carry with me to NJ so I know I will be mailing a lot ahead of time.
Well we are landing. bye!