my hands & the weekend ahead
my hands are really gross. they're all cracked and dry, and the excema (however you spell that) is coming back, all over my knuckles. and my nails are all bitten down to the core because i've been so stressed out lately. i know this is an awkward topic and seemingly really random, but since i look at my hands while i'm typing, i noticed it. i wish i had pretty, soft hands with longer nails. oy.
other than that, i'm feeling supremely productive. today i actually read the humanities assignment and wrote a journal entry that i ended up sharing with the class. of course, i didn't really like humanities today...i feel like whatever i say has no impact on the discussion. like, i try and make contributions, but then the conversation goes right back to where it was, so why bother speaking? i'm going to keep talking, of course, but it's frustrating when you try to add to a conversation and your input gets overlooked completely. i also finished my dear friend letters, and they're in the mail. i caught up on all my humanities work and my english paper was due this morning, so that's out of my hair. what a relief...that paper was stressing me out. during bio just now i did the majority of my spanish homework...i figure that since i haven't been paying attention to bio the past 4 lectures and i didn't even go on tuesday, then there's no sense in trying to understand anything today, so i'll do my other work and get it out of the way so that this weekend i can read bio and study for the exam next thursday.
noah wyle will be on er tonight. i'm so excited i can barely stand it (you just can't tell right now cause i'm typing)....i miss him. you know who else i miss? my brother. i heard his voice today in an old voice message and almost started crying...i haven't talked to him in a long time. but calling my house to talk to my mom, my sister and my brother means i have to talk to my dad too, or else it throws off the family equilibrium...and i really don't want to talk to my dad. maybe i'll work on that this weekend.
speaking of this weekend, it's going to be out of control. girls weekend '06 begins tomorrow with a trip to the mall with kate, maddy and kc...the olympic opening ceremony tomorrow night...the valentine's day special needs dance, boys basketball game, and one acts on saturday...and concludes with matt's radio show and grey's anatomy on sunday night. of course, there'll be time to do homework, but there will also be a sleepover, cosmo party, nail painting, sappy movie watching, and all the other staples of a girls weekend.
which is why i need to keep my productivity level on high tonight and get my work done, so i don't have so much to do this weekend.
dinner time.
other than that, i'm feeling supremely productive. today i actually read the humanities assignment and wrote a journal entry that i ended up sharing with the class. of course, i didn't really like humanities today...i feel like whatever i say has no impact on the discussion. like, i try and make contributions, but then the conversation goes right back to where it was, so why bother speaking? i'm going to keep talking, of course, but it's frustrating when you try to add to a conversation and your input gets overlooked completely. i also finished my dear friend letters, and they're in the mail. i caught up on all my humanities work and my english paper was due this morning, so that's out of my hair. what a relief...that paper was stressing me out. during bio just now i did the majority of my spanish homework...i figure that since i haven't been paying attention to bio the past 4 lectures and i didn't even go on tuesday, then there's no sense in trying to understand anything today, so i'll do my other work and get it out of the way so that this weekend i can read bio and study for the exam next thursday.
noah wyle will be on er tonight. i'm so excited i can barely stand it (you just can't tell right now cause i'm typing)....i miss him. you know who else i miss? my brother. i heard his voice today in an old voice message and almost started crying...i haven't talked to him in a long time. but calling my house to talk to my mom, my sister and my brother means i have to talk to my dad too, or else it throws off the family equilibrium...and i really don't want to talk to my dad. maybe i'll work on that this weekend.
speaking of this weekend, it's going to be out of control. girls weekend '06 begins tomorrow with a trip to the mall with kate, maddy and kc...the olympic opening ceremony tomorrow night...the valentine's day special needs dance, boys basketball game, and one acts on saturday...and concludes with matt's radio show and grey's anatomy on sunday night. of course, there'll be time to do homework, but there will also be a sleepover, cosmo party, nail painting, sappy movie watching, and all the other staples of a girls weekend.
which is why i need to keep my productivity level on high tonight and get my work done, so i don't have so much to do this weekend.
dinner time.