grr
im angry and confused.
i have been this way for 2 days. im ready for it to end.
i cant just let it go.
but for drew i have to pretend to let it go.
otherwise he said "i dont know how much longer i can deal with this triina"
which is basically a breakup threat.
im gonna wring this girl's throat for causing all this bullshit.
or even for being in existence.
i remember about a year ago when i was angry at everything and i was always trying to talk drew into running away with me. just to get away from everything. but now i still want to do it, but i love my job. and i know if i just disappeared, it would be gone. its not like i can just disappear and expect that once i reappear (if i do) that it will still be avaliable.
grrrrrrrrrrrr..
fuck everything right now.
i have been this way for 2 days. im ready for it to end.
i cant just let it go.
but for drew i have to pretend to let it go.
otherwise he said "i dont know how much longer i can deal with this triina"
which is basically a breakup threat.
im gonna wring this girl's throat for causing all this bullshit.
or even for being in existence.
i remember about a year ago when i was angry at everything and i was always trying to talk drew into running away with me. just to get away from everything. but now i still want to do it, but i love my job. and i know if i just disappeared, it would be gone. its not like i can just disappear and expect that once i reappear (if i do) that it will still be avaliable.
grrrrrrrrrrrr..
fuck everything right now.