dolor en la cabeza
this pain must come from the
involuntary jaw activity in the night.
"i hold on hard to something between my teeth when i'm sleeping
and i wake up and my jaw aches, and the earth is full of earthquakes." -ani difranco.
i cannot choose whether it is comforting, or more discouraging
to know that i am one with many other subconscious masochists.
there is a connection, the tension in the plates of the earth, the tension in the joints of the jaw. stressed earth layers grinding into each other, stressed jaw grinding teeth on teeth. wearing down. wake up to sensitive face, sensitive head. muscles working during rem sleep, my body not actually relaxed, not at rest. herein is cause for fatigue, resonating pain to my forehead throughout attepted functioning hours.
episodes like this one defeat and debilitate me.
so much throbbing behind my eyes.
but i am doing this to myself.
my subliminal is murderous.
uncontrollable. abusive.
where is my brain during all of this.
when will this mantra of migraine subside.
i am doing this to myself.
i am doing this to myself.
i am doing this to myself.
psychotic subconscious self-mutilation.
my face is suicidal.
google offers me no useful remedies.
i will learn to save myself from myself.
how.
involuntary jaw activity in the night.
"i hold on hard to something between my teeth when i'm sleeping
and i wake up and my jaw aches, and the earth is full of earthquakes." -ani difranco.
i cannot choose whether it is comforting, or more discouraging
to know that i am one with many other subconscious masochists.
there is a connection, the tension in the plates of the earth, the tension in the joints of the jaw. stressed earth layers grinding into each other, stressed jaw grinding teeth on teeth. wearing down. wake up to sensitive face, sensitive head. muscles working during rem sleep, my body not actually relaxed, not at rest. herein is cause for fatigue, resonating pain to my forehead throughout attepted functioning hours.
episodes like this one defeat and debilitate me.
so much throbbing behind my eyes.
but i am doing this to myself.
my subliminal is murderous.
uncontrollable. abusive.
where is my brain during all of this.
when will this mantra of migraine subside.
i am doing this to myself.
i am doing this to myself.
i am doing this to myself.
psychotic subconscious self-mutilation.
my face is suicidal.
google offers me no useful remedies.
i will learn to save myself from myself.
how.