Mar 03, 2007 19:15
it is so warm and homelike in this room.
funny how "out there" can feel so distant.
location and space are relative/irrelevant.
i am cleansing, releasing chemicals stored in my body
since the dawn of vaccines and pre- CAT scan needles.
"this will only help us to see the blood vessels in your brain,"
they forgot to mention that the radiation may remain for life.
the central jersey coast throughout the 80's and 90's.
i did not understand that our air was not clear
until i took a trip to upstate new york and saw a skyfull of stars.
my grandma and dorothy were in the front seat,
i do not remember either of them caring as i did,
but they had fifty years of toxicity controlling their minds.
it felt like a joke then, "new jersey is so polluted we can't see the stars."
it is unfortunate that i was not taught that the water we used
was used many times before it reached me.
no filter will purify chemical water,
i guess that's why they poured it right from the tap.
i will have to drink the carrot soon, even though it disturbs my senses.
it is silly that vegetables can taste too sweet.