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It's only been two days since I posted, that's a major improvement!! :)
Life is so busy these days! I get up, go to work, come home, spend a couple hours with Koby, put him to bed and then start on housework. There is always dishes to wash, or laundry to do, or who knows what else. I FINALLY have the chance to sit down about now - 10:30 before I crash and want to go to bed. Actually, I'm pretty much ready for bed as soon as Koby falls asleep. One of these days I am just going to do it. I'll be asleep at 9pm and maybe catch up on this year or more of less than enough sleep. I think I need a wife because apparently a husband just can't pitch in enough to help. Making the bed is NOT an appropriate amount of housework to complete when you are home alone every day for a good 5 hours. But ask Javon and he'll tell you that he does ALL the housework around here....
I'm just tired. Tired of working, tired of pretending to be satisfied with my life. Just tired. This is not how I imagined my life at 25. Don't get me wrong - I would trade my son for anything in the world. This just isn't the rooftop condo in the middle of the city with hot dates, trendy clubs, and a glamorous job that I imagined. It's the suburbs, skipping out on parties because they cut into bedtime, and barely making enough cash to get by. I guess things never turn out how you imagine. That doesn't make them bad or wrong - just different.
Okay. I'm done complaining for the day. Off to bed - at 10:30. What an exciting life I lead....
Life is so busy these days! I get up, go to work, come home, spend a couple hours with Koby, put him to bed and then start on housework. There is always dishes to wash, or laundry to do, or who knows what else. I FINALLY have the chance to sit down about now - 10:30 before I crash and want to go to bed. Actually, I'm pretty much ready for bed as soon as Koby falls asleep. One of these days I am just going to do it. I'll be asleep at 9pm and maybe catch up on this year or more of less than enough sleep. I think I need a wife because apparently a husband just can't pitch in enough to help. Making the bed is NOT an appropriate amount of housework to complete when you are home alone every day for a good 5 hours. But ask Javon and he'll tell you that he does ALL the housework around here....
I'm just tired. Tired of working, tired of pretending to be satisfied with my life. Just tired. This is not how I imagined my life at 25. Don't get me wrong - I would trade my son for anything in the world. This just isn't the rooftop condo in the middle of the city with hot dates, trendy clubs, and a glamorous job that I imagined. It's the suburbs, skipping out on parties because they cut into bedtime, and barely making enough cash to get by. I guess things never turn out how you imagine. That doesn't make them bad or wrong - just different.
Okay. I'm done complaining for the day. Off to bed - at 10:30. What an exciting life I lead....