May 23, 2008 00:22
I am now having my first taste of having myself being exposed to the public. Having people criticize u all over the place, saying that I'm fat, saying that I look like an indonesian maid.
BUT FUCK ALL THAT SHIT!
I am me, and i fucking got into Singtel Grid Girls because the producers saw something good in me.
I am going to be strong. I will learn to be stronger than I have ever been before, and beat all that shit down.
Omg this is 10 times worse than what I get at home. But I can do this.