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In yet another rut!! A rut thats right in the middle of cadillac! So I went from a decent job, pay wise and experience wise to a slackin no future job! I actually used my intelligence I aquired at college for the camp job and now I am working at a coffee shop full time. Pretty impressive for a college grad huh? Yea its a lil embarassing to say but its just the way the cookie's crumblin right now. I needed a job asap and they were hiring a full time position so I took it. I guess as long as my bills are getting paid and I am putting money away its ok....FOR NOW! I'm just torn because if I want to really make money quick and save up fast so I can move away someday I should really try and get a REAL job-my parents are hasselin me about applying at the hospital for ANY job they might have there. but I feel if I do that then I will be stuck here for alot longer then I Want to be. Like right now I am debating whether to apply for a middle school volleyball coach at mcbain. Amy and I were talking about how much fun that would be together and it would be so amazing to finally get volleyball going in that school. It would be a FUN job and not permanent...just for a few months but it would keep me here til at least february or march, which I dont want to be here then!! See this life after college is too hard!! I dont know what I want to do or where I Want to be?? I got ideas but I have to give up something to do it or wait for something else to happen. GRRRRRRR! And just tonight while I was trying to explain my life to my not so understanding parents I get a call from centennial wireless telling me I am out of their service area and I have a month to find a new cell phone service. Oh yea my contract isnt up until next august...oh well they are gonna be nice enough to waive that ONLY IF I send in my phone. Mind you this isnt the same phone I got with my plan....that one broke so I had to buy a brand new one for $120. but they want my phone. they are breaking the contract not me. Yet another decision to make!! I need one hell of a sign.....QUICK!