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I couldnt be more anxious then I am RIGHT NOW!!! First of all my birthday is saturday. Nothing exciting really, just turning 23, which is sooo old. But birthdays are fun cuz people have to be nice to me cuz its MY day. I always try getting away with things saying "well its my birthday so I can". Gonna go to dinner and go downtown with all my best friends in the world so it should definately be fun. We are always looking for a reason to go out and be outta control :) And then the BIG thing...GRADUATION DECEMBER 10. I can not wait. I have the worst senioritis right now...having activities classes doesnt help either. I dont want to get up in the mornings and drive 25 mins to a 50 min swimming, vball or conditioning class anymore. I have no plans for after graduation but thats ok. I am just gonna work at Logans and get my money situation caught up.
The idea of Graduate school has been brought up. I dont know how I feel about that? cuz obviously I am sick of school. BUT I dont know what I wanna do with my life so being a graduate assistant seems to be so realistic. I go to school, and its paid for, I work at the school in my field and get paid. I get to learn alot more and gain so much more experience. IF I really did this I think I would go outta state?!?!?!? Maybe like chicago? I dont really know? I havent looked into it seriously yet or even mentioned it to my parents. It would be a while yet before I went back to school thats for sure. It sucks, you spend like 4+ years in college trying to figure out what you wanna do with you life, thinking that when you graduate you will be all set but in reality you are usually in the same boat as when you started college in the first place! Ahh all these life changing decisions. But I am really starting to think about my future lately, like where I can see my self living and being happy. I know I wont move back home or move to any small country town. Grand Rapids is ok but I am getting sick of it. I need something new I think.something bigger!! Well anyways I graduate in less than a month and then at least for a few months I dont have to worry about classes and all that crap!!!!
Happy Birthday to me ok!
The idea of Graduate school has been brought up. I dont know how I feel about that? cuz obviously I am sick of school. BUT I dont know what I wanna do with my life so being a graduate assistant seems to be so realistic. I go to school, and its paid for, I work at the school in my field and get paid. I get to learn alot more and gain so much more experience. IF I really did this I think I would go outta state?!?!?!? Maybe like chicago? I dont really know? I havent looked into it seriously yet or even mentioned it to my parents. It would be a while yet before I went back to school thats for sure. It sucks, you spend like 4+ years in college trying to figure out what you wanna do with you life, thinking that when you graduate you will be all set but in reality you are usually in the same boat as when you started college in the first place! Ahh all these life changing decisions. But I am really starting to think about my future lately, like where I can see my self living and being happy. I know I wont move back home or move to any small country town. Grand Rapids is ok but I am getting sick of it. I need something new I think.something bigger!! Well anyways I graduate in less than a month and then at least for a few months I dont have to worry about classes and all that crap!!!!
Happy Birthday to me ok!