Heathers new place is like home
Soooo here I sit, at Heathers apartment while she is at work. Its kinda like I have my own place ;-) Its nice just having a computer and some tv so I figure why not chill out here for a few hours? Thats pretty much all I have been doing the past few days...hanging out at Heathers.
Well the job thing is still a problem. I SHOULD be getting a job at Logans, I had an interview there Friday and I have to call back on Tuesday. So I am praying its a go cuz really...I can't deal for much longer. My parents are about to take me outta school and drag me back home :( But on a lighter note I am doing some fieldwork for the Wellness Center. For one of my classes we had a choice of doing a research project or doing some field work. So of course most of us picked the fieldwork. I picked the Wellness Center because they were wanting someone to help out with the Get Buff for Break program and I wanted to see what that would be all about. I talked with the lady a few weeks ago and found out I would kinda be helping out with the getting the program put together. It doesnt start til January and I will be graduated by then so I guess I kind of get to see how they set up the website and online point system and getting sponsers. I really am not going to be applying too much of what I have learned about fitness and that kind of stuff so thats a downer but I wanted to be involved in setting up a fitness program cuz I think that thats maybe what I want to end up doing. Its nice kinda having a lil plan for when I graduate finally! And who knows maybe this fieldwork at the wellness center will lead to something later on ;-) I really hope to be extremely busy this semester. If I can get a job rolling here and then my fieldwork hours I should be booked. I am so sick of being bored! I have 7 classes but 4 of those are activity classes so thats not any extra work and then 1 of the other 3 is my fieldwork class...and the other 2 are really the only ones I will have extra work in. I really wanna end my college career with a bang! Ok a "bang" for me at least....I am not expecting a 3.5 gpa or anything, just as long as I feel like I really put in all my effort and haven't wasted 4 1/2 years here! Which leads me to the fact that I need to start looking for a REAL job soon here, which scares the bahjeebies outta me! Gotta start paying back my loans in June!!!!
So that about wraps up my life. No problems really which is good. Not really sure how to feel about some of my "past(s)" coming back around? Its bittersweet. I like having the connection and ability to talk civily and feeling like they might care a lil bit again but yet I dont really wanna go there again, kinda dont want to have those feelings. Ok so I saw someone on campus the other day and it was great talking to him but for the rest of the week he was on my mind. GRRRRR. And its not just this one person either cuz the same thing is happening with someone else too....we dont talk for weeks but then when we do I cant stop thinking about it. I am just lonely bottom line!!! Well not lonely like sad and depressed....just need someone to have a crush on :)
Alright I feel like I should go to my own house now? I feel like such a leech chillin at heathers house while she is gone....but there is NOTHING to do at my house....
Well the job thing is still a problem. I SHOULD be getting a job at Logans, I had an interview there Friday and I have to call back on Tuesday. So I am praying its a go cuz really...I can't deal for much longer. My parents are about to take me outta school and drag me back home :( But on a lighter note I am doing some fieldwork for the Wellness Center. For one of my classes we had a choice of doing a research project or doing some field work. So of course most of us picked the fieldwork. I picked the Wellness Center because they were wanting someone to help out with the Get Buff for Break program and I wanted to see what that would be all about. I talked with the lady a few weeks ago and found out I would kinda be helping out with the getting the program put together. It doesnt start til January and I will be graduated by then so I guess I kind of get to see how they set up the website and online point system and getting sponsers. I really am not going to be applying too much of what I have learned about fitness and that kind of stuff so thats a downer but I wanted to be involved in setting up a fitness program cuz I think that thats maybe what I want to end up doing. Its nice kinda having a lil plan for when I graduate finally! And who knows maybe this fieldwork at the wellness center will lead to something later on ;-) I really hope to be extremely busy this semester. If I can get a job rolling here and then my fieldwork hours I should be booked. I am so sick of being bored! I have 7 classes but 4 of those are activity classes so thats not any extra work and then 1 of the other 3 is my fieldwork class...and the other 2 are really the only ones I will have extra work in. I really wanna end my college career with a bang! Ok a "bang" for me at least....I am not expecting a 3.5 gpa or anything, just as long as I feel like I really put in all my effort and haven't wasted 4 1/2 years here! Which leads me to the fact that I need to start looking for a REAL job soon here, which scares the bahjeebies outta me! Gotta start paying back my loans in June!!!!
So that about wraps up my life. No problems really which is good. Not really sure how to feel about some of my "past(s)" coming back around? Its bittersweet. I like having the connection and ability to talk civily and feeling like they might care a lil bit again but yet I dont really wanna go there again, kinda dont want to have those feelings. Ok so I saw someone on campus the other day and it was great talking to him but for the rest of the week he was on my mind. GRRRRR. And its not just this one person either cuz the same thing is happening with someone else too....we dont talk for weeks but then when we do I cant stop thinking about it. I am just lonely bottom line!!! Well not lonely like sad and depressed....just need someone to have a crush on :)
Alright I feel like I should go to my own house now? I feel like such a leech chillin at heathers house while she is gone....but there is NOTHING to do at my house....