First step towards changing things...

Nov 05, 2004 13:30

So I have done some thinking since the last entry. And I took the first step today. See I have all these people on my buddy list like guys I like and like their girlfriends-yea I know psycho? Well today I read 3 away messages and got really sad cuz all these people were doing things for each other, with each other or just made reference to these certain people and I thought wow this sucks. Ok I am doing what megan hates hahaha not being very specific. K so I have an ex's girlfriend on my list and her aways always refer to him and vice versa so that sucks and then there is this other guy who I have on my list and some how ended up with his gf on my list as well and yea they both talk about each other and I am just like ok why do this to yourself? So I deleted all these people from my list! Thats a step for me because I like to be nosey and know whats goin on with people, even if I don't know them. So ok I might be slightly wierd. One particular person made is easy on me cuz he deleted me from his list for no reason I know of, so I can't actually see his info but I have my ways to find out which sucks cuz the saying is true "what you don't know can't hurt you" but anyways I felt that this was a good thing bc for one, taking this one guy off my list will stop me from talking to him and getting myself into anything I shouldnt. I shouldn probably go thru my phone and do the same huh? Maybe in a few days. I can't do too much at once. haha. Ang are you proud of me or what :-D
Winter always seems to be the "alone" time for me. In like the past 4 years I haven't really been with anyone thru the winter. Kinda crazy how that works out. Sucks tho cuz that means I gotta keep myself warm!! :(
Ok there are other things goin on in my life besides that crap....Still survivin at Big Boy but I saw they are building a Ucellos bar on Lake MI so I am gonna apply there. Not really what I want to do but the money will be so much better. School is same old crap, I skip too much. But its only like the 1, 2 credit classes that seem pointless sometimes. Ashley is moving out sometime in December to live with Joe but Stefanie from work is moving in so that should be fun, I just hope she can handle or wierdness here.
Well I have to work all this weekend, not fun cuz like almost everyone else will be at the game in Ann Arbor. Yea a lil jealous. Oh well I will at least be making a lil money....hopefully.
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