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Shiva reminded me that I need to update, so that's what I'm going to do. -shakes fist- Anyway, tomorrow is my birthday...guess I'm going to be 18 -yay!-. I don't know..just doesn't feel like anything special to me. Sure I'm going to be legal, blah blah blah, but who cares? A part of me is excited, and happy, and the other is just meh. Tomorrow I'll most likely go do something with my sisters and god-sister, I can't wait. It's a rare thing to be able to have us hanging out together and it's just...nice. Hopefully both of my sisters will go, it'll really suck it one of them doesn't. Birthdays..hah, overdone and overexaggerated. All they do is come with more responsibility and more stress. Then again, I'm looking at it from a negative view. OKAY, -positive side takes over-. Damn 18, it means I'm just that much closer from getting out and being free. I can be independent..and I can explore. Weight will be lifted from my shoulders and I can just relax..knowing that everything is going to be alright. Hahaha, I can buy ciggies (ew!), still no alcohol (eh no loss there either), whoaaa I can go to jail instead of juvey, hahahaha. Finally get to be put on my mothers damn car insurance, stingy buttmunches. Everything will fall into place, it has to...right? Well for a little while I hope anyway, that's all I can ask for. Happiness.