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I completely lost it today. My sister drives me round the bend, then I hear some of the stuff she said about me on the phone to my mum, I couldn't stand it and walked out of the house. Walked upto the woods and stayed there just watching the horizon. I needed to calm down and clear my head. I came back after a few hours but no one noticed I have even left. There goes my attempt at a dramatic outburst.
I can admit I am to fault in some respects. But I'm annoyed how she gets "special treatment" just because she has a mild learning disability. This disability has no effect on rational behaviour. I said something about the internet, when I leave she starts kicking and banging the door and screaming at me. She starts crying to my dad. I mean she's 18, if I acted like that my parents wouldn't even take it. I can't stand it really because I'm the one having to compromise when it comes down to it. And I know I should just accept that I should do the better thing and today at least I walked away.
On more down beat news I opened "the ex box" which Sam took away at the start of May. It made me cry. So I think I'll hide it away again.
I can admit I am to fault in some respects. But I'm annoyed how she gets "special treatment" just because she has a mild learning disability. This disability has no effect on rational behaviour. I said something about the internet, when I leave she starts kicking and banging the door and screaming at me. She starts crying to my dad. I mean she's 18, if I acted like that my parents wouldn't even take it. I can't stand it really because I'm the one having to compromise when it comes down to it. And I know I should just accept that I should do the better thing and today at least I walked away.
On more down beat news I opened "the ex box" which Sam took away at the start of May. It made me cry. So I think I'll hide it away again.