I saw an entry the other day in your journal, and i have an inkling it was about me.
i barely talked to you anymore, i went to meet you after lunch, and i would get a weird vibe from you. in the morning. more weirdness.
i thought you didnt wanna talk to me, like you were done. so with all the other shit thats going on with...them,i thought you were going along with them so, i just gave up on it. i didnt want to deal with what i thought was happening. i was sad and kind of scared because im like "hey so there we go. another name on the list."and with it so close to graduation, all i kept thinking about was mel. and that shit still hurts me to this day. im not a tough person. with all the shit that happens i should be but im not. i give up way too easy. im sorry i was stupid. i just didnt wanna deal with what i thought was happening.
anyways. britt suddenly backed out of alk because she doesnt wanna go without scott. want to sneak off to orlando for sunday night? i really need to go to this show. and i think id actually have more fun with you.im working today, so once you get this call me. 8512638.
lexi I'm not wierd with you mang. I don't care about the others I'm still chill with you. I thought you had stopped talking to me cause of them and I was like well thats pretty gay so I was acting wierd towards you. Of course I still wanna talk to you sillypants.
I'm down with going to the show with you but tickets & such?
yeah, theyre 21.50, we'll go up to specs before hand,preferably early, because then we gotta go back to your place and make brownies to ensure meeting up with tom. ill talk to my dad and make sure i can get the truck.
i barely talked to you anymore, i went to meet you after lunch, and i would get a weird vibe from you. in the morning. more weirdness.
i thought you didnt wanna talk to me, like you were done. so with all the other shit thats going on with...them,i thought you were going along with them so, i just gave up on it. i didnt want to deal with what i thought was happening. i was sad and kind of scared because im like "hey so there we go. another name on the list."and with it so close to graduation, all i kept thinking about was mel. and that shit still hurts me to this day. im not a tough person. with all the shit that happens i should be but im not. i give up way too easy. im sorry i was stupid. i just didnt wanna deal with what i thought was happening.
anyways. britt suddenly backed out of alk because she doesnt wanna go without scott. want to sneak off to orlando for sunday night? i really need to go to this show. and i think id actually have more fun with you.im working today, so once you get this call me. 8512638.
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I'm down with going to the show with you
but tickets & such?
and I'll call you later then :]
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its funny how stupid people ruin things.
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