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Well, time to update the old journal.
I'm just going to write a bit of a blip about Shawn's visit to Moncton.
Well, first of all, it was quite spontaneous for a Shawn that prefers planned things :P but I, of course, didn't mind too much :P
It's one of the best visits that I think we've had :) We got some chillin' out alone time watching movies, we hit the mall, and we even got to spend some time with the boys. There were all the basics: Sex (yummm...), drugs (Rum, cigarettes, and popcorn... yumm...), and Rock 'n' Roll (damn those sweet crunchy grooves in my head). It sure was awesome :D I couldn't have asked for a better vacation with my hunny :D <3 Let's see. what movies did we end up watching... Dracula, Hot Chick, George of the Jungle, and Double Jeopardy. I had only seen Double Jeopardy out of those four, so it was interesting.
It seems that I've been somewhat accepted into Shawn's family and I can't even describe how that makes me feel. It is just really great! I love that Linda gives me a hug when I leave and that I can chat it up quite nicely with his father. I even get along with Michelle! It's just awesome!!!! It isn't very often that I actually like spending time with my boyfriend's parents, but I can feel myself becoming a little more comfortable around them everytime I see them. And they are always so nice and welcoming :D There isn't much more to say about that except YAY! Oh and I started a webpage so that they can see pics of Shawn, since i mentioned that I happened to have some where he is smiling and we all agreed how gorgeous he is when he smiles cuz his whole face just lights right up! Anyway, here is the link to the website since I've also added a few of you in there :P http://www.geocities.com/cmhditto/ I told them I'd email them, but this is just easier and way more fun :P So I sent them the link to the site instead :P I'll likely give them some prints at Christmas or something.
Shawn and I had a lot of alone time together this weekend too. It really was a perfect balance I think! It would not have worked had I not been able to spend a night over at his place. That was such a wonderful night! We were out and about for awhile, to the mall, then to The Red Pepper, and then to Ryan's for some drinkage, but then it was just the two of us and it was perfect. And just as perfect was waking up together the next morning, and then staying in bed until 2!!!!!!!! hehehehehehe....
It was also really awesome to hang out with our friends for once. We had never really done that yet and it was definately a good thing to finally do it. Shawn got to visit with Ryan and Doug, whom he hadn't seen in quite awhile. I was just glad to get a glimpse into how they all act and react around each other since I have mostly only seen them seperately. I've gotten to know them all pretty much on my own terms and then to see these boys that have known each other so long and then me who's only known, even Shawn, just since March, it was quite interesting for me. Though nothing was really unexpected :P And they all got to see me in a drunken state once again :P It was a nice way to tie up the end of the summer in a way. All of my closest friends from the summer in one place at the same time.
Anyway, I'm not really sure what else to say for now besides that I'm so so so sooooooooooo glad that I got to see Shawn again before school in the fall. I really needed that I think more than I even realized. I think this visit was a little different than the rest too somehow in the general mood of it. I really FELT how much Shawn really loves me this weekend. I felt it before, but this time was somehow different. I think maybe we both really projected it this time. I tried exceptionally hard to not hold anything back and I think it really worked this time maybe. hahah I wonder if Shawn noticed at all? I feel like we keep becoming closer and closer and I know that I've never been so in love before. I feel like it is likely to only grow stronger and that makes me a very happy Christa :D <3<3<3<3<3
You Are Esmerelda!
Mysterious and passionate. You are a survivor. Even though life has swung you some difficult situations you have a strong intuition that gets you through. Also, you have the capacity to sympathize and relate to a variety of different people.
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