Friday 21st ₪ Lost
I feel like I have been winded.
I can't believe how naive and wrong I have been.
I thought I was in a casual, open relationship, but it turns out he doesn't talk to me about anything.
He's always said he's just simple and easy-going, so I presumed because he's never really spoken to me about any problems, he just didn't really have any.
Is it my fault? Should I have known somehow that he was bottling things up?
I am kinda relieved though that he brought up issues of space. Kinda correlates with what I was thinking about yesterday.
Think I will take the extra shift offered on saturdays, and stay the night round at mums every now and then.
Perhaps on Monday nights. It's a starting point at least. I'll have to discuss it with him later.
I feel so lost though. What do I do now?
I felt in the past week or two, that I trusted him finally, and everything just seemed to be mooching along nicely.
Now I Have no idea where I am, let alone where to go from here.
I can't believe how naive and wrong I have been.
I thought I was in a casual, open relationship, but it turns out he doesn't talk to me about anything.
He's always said he's just simple and easy-going, so I presumed because he's never really spoken to me about any problems, he just didn't really have any.
Is it my fault? Should I have known somehow that he was bottling things up?
I am kinda relieved though that he brought up issues of space. Kinda correlates with what I was thinking about yesterday.
Think I will take the extra shift offered on saturdays, and stay the night round at mums every now and then.
Perhaps on Monday nights. It's a starting point at least. I'll have to discuss it with him later.
I feel so lost though. What do I do now?
I felt in the past week or two, that I trusted him finally, and everything just seemed to be mooching along nicely.
Now I Have no idea where I am, let alone where to go from here.