Oct 26, 2006 23:46
Dear God,
I'm confused.
I don't know what to do.
What do I do when its told to me?
I don't know how to react.
Should I feign happiness?
Or should I say how I really feel?
I don't have a clue why You put me in these situations.
But I believe that if You put me in it, You'll show me what to do.
You'll show me how to handle it.
You'll tell me what to say.
I don't know what else I can do but pray.
Cos I couldn't really handle it the first time.
And now, there's even an added difference to it.
Father, help me.
Help me remember that there's nothing You can't do.
Help me remember to always trust You, and the work You're doing.
Whether it's in my life, or in the life of others through me,
I pray You remind me that You're always at work.
There's really nothing I can do to change what's going on.
There's no way of getting out.
You put me here for a reason.
Help me never to forget that.
That there must be some reason why its me, and not someone else.
Help me Father, help me.
Help my unbelief.
The unbelief that tells me I'm inadequate to handle these things.
The unbelief that fights the truth that everything will be okay.
Its so hard to see the future.
And as much as I will never see the future,
I pray You continue teaching me faith.
Faith in You,
and faith that in You, all will work out.
I've asked so much and You've given me more.
So I ask and will continue to ask.
For guidance, for peace of mind,
for patience, for love.
For help.
Thank You Father, that I'm not alone in this.
Your will above all be done.
Amen.