The Love of God
I guess its all just unsaid, unheard, unwritten.
Emotions are a tricky thing. They do funny things to a human.
I don't know why I'm so paranoid. It's not even cos of you.
Can my horrifyingly stupid past just stop haunting me to such a point?
Why is it so hard to let go of the bad memories?
I've been okay, I know I'll be okay.
We've been great, and I know too that we can continue to be great.
So WHAT am I doing with this completely illogical fear?
Dear God,
Thank You so much for everything You've blessed me with in the past year or so.
Please help me in this new chapter.
Take away my fear and replace it with the confidence in You, and the assurance that You'll work everything out for me.
I find it hard to believe sometimes, and I know that stupid fella down there is messing with my mind.
I pray You change it all for me. Change my perspective Father, show me that there's more than what I imagine.
Let Your will be done.
Amen.
Please don't ever.
Emotions are a tricky thing. They do funny things to a human.
I don't know why I'm so paranoid. It's not even cos of you.
Can my horrifyingly stupid past just stop haunting me to such a point?
Why is it so hard to let go of the bad memories?
I've been okay, I know I'll be okay.
We've been great, and I know too that we can continue to be great.
So WHAT am I doing with this completely illogical fear?
Dear God,
Thank You so much for everything You've blessed me with in the past year or so.
Please help me in this new chapter.
Take away my fear and replace it with the confidence in You, and the assurance that You'll work everything out for me.
I find it hard to believe sometimes, and I know that stupid fella down there is messing with my mind.
I pray You change it all for me. Change my perspective Father, show me that there's more than what I imagine.
Let Your will be done.
Amen.
Please don't ever.