This is just me ranting...clearing things out..rather dumb
God. I really don't like myself. My hair is boring. I'm a short and chubby fuck. I hang out with like one person. But shes the best and I love her more then I have ever loved anyone. <3 Lil Ashley <3 Yea go ahead...call me gay. But, whatever. I don't do anything...and I need a new job. I should have had my L's over a month ago. Ha I'm just going to get my learners on Monday. Ha I lost the my first. We are done and over with. Now, I like this other guy..as you all know. But,he don't want a girlfriend right now. I mean I don't want a boyfriend right now either, but I wanna know someone cares. I wanna be held and kissed...by someone who I actally mean somethng to. Yea, he said he likes me and all. But, we don't chill much. Hes been busy with his truck lately. But, he does see me when he can, I guess. I just feel like a whole bunch of nothing. I'm so out of it. I haven't been sleeping again. It felt soo goooood to get out and walk for hours with Ashley on Friday. I got exercise...spent time with her, we talked about everything and I got to see T.W. and get a kiss. That put me in an ultimate high. Hes so great. He has good grades,don't do drugs, DOESN'T LIE!, won't cheat...god..what more can I ask for. I dunno. Shut the fuck up hollz.