There's this chick in my class... I swear she hates me.
I reckon it's because she's white and I'm Asian.
There's this group of really weird white chicks in my class. They give off the feeling that they're... snobby white girls who are up themselves sometimes.
But only one of them gives of this feeling. THe others dont seem to unless they are around her. Lol.
Still, I swear she hates me because today she sat in my way and I swear she did it on purpose so I couldn't get to my usual seat unless I climbed over her or asked her to move.
I was gonna throw the chair over the plinth so I didn't have to ask her to move, and she looks at me like she's mightier than I am and asks me: "WHY DONT YOU JSUT ASK ME TO MOVE?!"
I was so stunned, I couldn't even reply what I was thinking; "BECAUSE I FIGURED IF YOU WERE NICE ENOUGH TO DO IT, YOU'D HAVE DONE IT ALREADY, BUT CONSIDERING YOU'RE SUCH A BITCH, I THOUGHT IT'D BE A WASTE OF EFFORT TO EVEN ASK."
But surely, she thinks the same of me. SHe probably thinks I'm a fat bitch who's mean to her and wouldn't move out of the way automatically, anyway.
I wagged med school. I hate my degree. I hate uni. I hate that white girl. I think the other Asian girl hates me too. They probably think I'm a lazy good for nothing Asian who probably won't even pass this semester because every time they ask, I say "I dunno/I haven't started/looked at it/no idea".
Like those two ladies from last semester. They glared at me during an anatomy lecture. They purposefully turned around and glared at me. And what did I do? I wasn't even talking. I slept through that lecture so they probably think I'm some useless girl and that I'm taking up space in the lecture theatre - if I'm gonna sleep in it, why bother turning up?
I bet I scored higher than they did despite sleeping through half the semester.
Ishould have just gone and done a bachelor of arts or something.
I should go and do some lamo bum thing like tourism then earn multimillions more than those stupid pods. That'll show them. And when they get their four week holiday, they'll have to come to me and I'll direct them to the worst tourist place on earth.
*RAGE*
shuyiin just reckons it's because they all know I work at Nishiki and they're just jealous. Lol.
Now everyone will hate
shuyiin too because she's working there now too, shame.
I hate uni.
*RAGE*
So I wagged med school. Tonight I will go to a meeting at headquarters. On tonight's agenda, we're going to be discussing bullying within youth. I.E.: Bitching about this lady who's obsessed with rank and power. Lol.
EDIT: JUST LIKE TO ADD... I THINK I'M JUST HATED BY EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.
MY HARD DRIVE HATES ME NOW, MY DEAR CLEITUS! ALEXBABY HATES ME, but I think he'll decide he doesn't hate me once I give him some more ram...
MY INTERNET HATES ME... but perhaps I'm downloading too much. So my ISP must hate me too.
My internet modem/router thing hates me to bits too.
MY CAR must hate me, I need to get my dad to clear it for next month's wof, it seems to accellerate even slower now and eating too much petrol, but perhaps I should just drive at normal, safe limits and not 20kph+ over the speed limit.
I watched Welcome to the Quiet Room last night, it was crack, I loved it. I love that girl... I cannot remember her name anymore. Which makes me said. Oh, Aoi Yu. Right. She lost 7kgs when she was cast for that movie (she plays an anorexic).
I AHVE TO EDITE AGAIN BECAUSE I NEED TO ANNOUCE TO THE WORLD, I SUCK AT MONEY MANAGING AND I ALWAYS OVERDRAFT. BUT IT'S NOT BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE ANY MONEY, IT'S BECAUSE EVERYTIME I DEPOSIT MONEY, I IMMEDIATELY TRANSFER IT ALL OVER INTO MY SAVINGS AND FORGET THAT MY NEXT PAY IS LIKE iN A MONTH'S TIME.
OR NEXT WEEK FROM THE GOVERNMENT.