Jun 27, 2005 01:37
found my password again.
i was just too fucking lazy to hit the forgot button.
go figure.
not too much is happening in my neck of the woods.
am working at paulanjos again.
it's more fun than it used to be.
so i figured i would be nice and hook beth and aaron up.
except that beth, possibly not know how my mind works, told me that she got pissed whenever i would talk about girls last summer.
so that didn't make me mad, like that she didn't tell me before, but it was totally inappropriate timing. cause i think that since she said that, i noticed that she was a lot friendlier.
it may potentially fuck things up between me and aaron, because i told her the other night that i felt a little weird laying in the bed with them, watching tenacious d and having to listen to them make out. aaron said i am going to have to get used to it.
but beth cares too much about me to let him get in the way of our friendship.
she reclaimed her spot.
sorry sym, but gay is here to stay.
she has proven herself to me that she is my best friend.
i don't really know how, but there is a reason why i tell her everything.
everything except about how i feel that i really shouldn'tve set her up with aaron
because i love her and i don't want to see her with any other guy.
but, as i experienced with sym, i can't let my feelings get in the way
because i don't want my trip to ruin theirs.
till we meet again.