Surgery Day!
D-day is finally here. Apologies for the lack of updates. There are simply days I have no idea where to start in expressing what I really feel and there are days I want to shut down.
I've had my last ”meal" 2 hours ago and now its just waiting. Honestly I am nervous and scared but I don't dare to show it lest I collapse into a blubbering wimp. So i'm going to stay strong and hope for the best. Heck its only major spine surgery right? Nothing to be afraid of lol :P Hopefully post surgery i'm going to come out fine and the pain meds will get me thru any major pain *fingers crossed*
Till then, wish me luck!
Xoxo
I've had my last ”meal" 2 hours ago and now its just waiting. Honestly I am nervous and scared but I don't dare to show it lest I collapse into a blubbering wimp. So i'm going to stay strong and hope for the best. Heck its only major spine surgery right? Nothing to be afraid of lol :P Hopefully post surgery i'm going to come out fine and the pain meds will get me thru any major pain *fingers crossed*
Till then, wish me luck!
Xoxo